Merry Christmas  / Angie Satterthwaite (Friend of Mom's )

Merry Christmas From Heaven

I still hear the songs, I still see the lights
I still feel your love, on cold wintery nights.
I still share your hopes, and all of your cares
I'll even remind you to please say your prayers.
I just want to tell you, you still make me proud
you stand head and shoulders above all the crowd Keep trying each moment to stay in his grace
I came here before you to help set your place.
You don't have to be perfect all the time, He forgives you the slip, If you continue the climb.
To my family and friends please be thankful today I'm still close beside you in a new special way. I love you all dearly Now don't shed a tear, Cause I'm spending my Christmas with Jesus this year.

By: John Wm. Mooney, Jr.

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My 1st Christmas in Heaven  / Karen Carreiro (Aunt)

I see the countless Christmas trees around the world below with tiny lights -- Heaven's Stars, reflecting on the snow.

I hear many Christmas songs that people hold so dear, but the music sounds can't compare with the Christmas choir here.

I have no words to tell you the joy their voices bring, for it is beyond description to hear the angels sing.

I know how much you miss me, I see the pain in your heart. But I am not so far away we really aren't apart.

So be happy for me dear ones, you know I hold you dear and be glad I'm spending Christmas with Jesus Christ this year.

I sent to each a special gift more precious than gold. It is important in the stories Jesus told.

Please love and keep each other as my Father said to do, for I can't count the blessings he has for you.

So have a Merry Christmas and wipe away the tear, remember I am spending Christmas with Jesus Christ this year.

Author Unknown

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Gram / Gram Cotnoir (Grandmother)
Geez Sammy, I can't believe that it's been almost a year. God knows how I miss you :(
I guess I'm finally realizing that your really gone to heaven.but I do miss you and your beautiful smiling face.
RIP my Grand Daughter
I love you MORE!
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RIP sam i miss u your friend anthony  / Anthony (friends and she was like my cuzin )

hi sam i miss u and i want you to kno that u r missed by everyone. we had really good times hanging out like wen we went th mall wit ashley and sam and wen u just hung out at my moms it was still fun u make everyone laugh and even wen someone is sad u make them happy u r the best person u are loved by everyone u made my cousin sam happy u were like her sis and that made me happy to seee her happy i like to see her happy u were like my cousin that is y i miss u so much 




ILOVEU   RIP *SAMMI*(10/15/89)(1/1/)06) 


ps i will see u again and can u say hi to my grandpa for me tell him i love him and sry i didn't say goodbye and that i miss him alot.also can u say that stuff to my grandma too i miss her alot please do that for me thanks

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I never met samantha  / Gina Bang (Stranger)
I just want to say that this girl is sooo beautiful i come to this site all the time and look and i feel like i knew her I lost my mom 5 years ago and my cuz and i kno how much it hurts she is up there smiling down on everyone godbless gina rip Close

i'm thinking about sammy  / Pam Taylor (random person who cares. )
hi sharon,
i lost my daughter too *tears*

i was doing a google for myspace- and it brought me here? did sammy have a myspace page? and is it till up? i would love to see it.

i made a memorial page for my daughter there.

i signed the petition- and i know i can get a lot of people on myspace to sign it also :)

i'm sure sammy loves your profile song on this site.

of course i'm SO crushed for you.

please know i have been at this 5 years now-- and i am always here for you.

i'm so sorry to tell you that my daughters name is kelli. and i know that was the drivers name.

dont hold that against us k? lol

i lost kelli to two underage drunk drivers- racing on impulse. kell was a passenger in one of the cars.

you can see kell's page
www.myspace.com/kelli_laine_doa

just know that someone else is thinking about sammy.

huge~tears~love
pam taylor
still kelli's mommy 

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I miss you babygirl! So damn much!  / Craig Corsi (Friend/ FlowerBoy )
Really gonna miss you Its really gonna be different without you Time came when you had to go For the rest of my life Gonna be thinking about you (yes I am) Time came when you had to go I'll miss you my buddy I'll miss you my friend I promise my love for you will never end In your finest hour I was there with you And without you things wont be the same But there's a higher power that we answer to And you heard him calling your name Really gonna miss you Everything about you your smiling face I know you want us all to be strong Really gonna miss you I know your goin to that magic place Im Singing you a brand new song I'll miss you my buddy I'll miss you my friend I promise my love for you will never end Really Gonna Miss Youuuuuuuuuu Sammybaby! Im missing u girl! Omg am i missing u! 10 monthz.. Cant belive itz 10 monthz!! Girl i really need you to be with me... im goin thru some crazy hard times now ... i know you were with me the other night.. LoL when i asked you to give me a sign... i didnt think you would have gone that far lol but you got the point across scared tay a lil bit.. and me but still thank you.. i needed that! I love you samantha! I always have and always will! There isnt anyone who can say different! May you rest in peace babygirl! Save a spot up there for me! I love you Close

So young, yet so special  / Donna Mom To Angel Angie-Robert (Someone who cares )
My deepest condolences to all of Samantha's family and friends.  I wish there were words I can speak to make the pain go away, but unfortuantely I have never heard them to share with you.

I have also lost a daughter in a tragic car accident. She left behind a son who she adored. He turned 3, 3 weeks after her passing. Angie died on impact.

Like you none of us got to say good bye. Your site for your daughter is just beautiful. She would be so proud of it. The precious heavens will keep our daughters safe for us, until we are reunited. Jesus I am sure was holding their hands, and continues to do so when they need it.

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Your Daughter is a Guardian Angel  / Heidi Ruht Hobbs Daughter
Hi Sharon, found this beautiful guardian angel pic and wanted to post it to comfort you and bless you in this difficult time. Take care, Heidi


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eternal flame  / Donna Medeiros (friend~daughter of ruth hobbs )
Hi Samantha, here is your eternal flame, as we know it will burn for eternity~ please give your mom strength as your birthday is approaching ^i^

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Memory of Sammy we miss you  / The Datel Faimly (friend)

Today God, you've taken a person that many of us loved
 dearly.
Now our lives will be changed forever and that is a burden
 we all will have to bear.

All we ask is that you take good care of her because 
now she is in your hands.
and to help those of us still here to understand.

We know that she is going to be with us every step of the
 way
And at times things may get tough and we may not know what 
to say,

Trust me, we will try our best even though it all seems completely wrong.
As we prepare to say our final Good-bye the tears begin to flow,

We now know that the healing process will be slow.
By the grace of God we know that we can work through 
this if we all stick together,

For we all know that the pain we feel is not forever.
Yes, we have our good days and bad days,

When people ask how we are we doing we don't know what 
to say.
Yes the tears are still there,

Only because we lost someone who really cared.
As we look for you in all the places you normally are,

We begin to realize that you aren't very far.
Your where you've always been in our heart,

Which lets us know that our lives will never be dark.
God we as you to help us through these tough times,

and to let us know that we will be just fine.
You left many task undone,

And your shoes no one can fill, I mean, no one.
As the days go by it's getting easier and easier to smile,

Because you left so many good memories that can and will go for miles.
The pain is becoming less and less,

With you and God looking down on us we feel truly blessed.
Yes we miss you,

and that is very true.
Now you're in God's hands,

And that's something we'll have to understand
 Memory of Sammy we miss you

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I MISS YOU SAM....  / Kiyana (Lady) Barbosa (Friend from Florida )

Sam...

I love you so much girl, and I always will...
Every time I think of you I begin to cry, I just wish I could have spent a little more time with you. I seems like yeterday grandma picked us up from school early and we went to the mall it was so much fun...
I really miss you girl..
When I got that email from Julie I thought It was a cruel joke... But when I found out it was the truth I couldnt believe that while
I was at my aunts wedding you were in the worst pain...I wish It couldve been me...
Sam we only took a couple pictures together
I wish we took so many more...I love the memories of us...Gym at Stranahan..so much fun...Homecoming with Julie and Greg Our Pimp...lol
But I love you and You will always be missed...
God bless you and your family...
I love you girl....
I pray for you....
Lady....

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Today / Patricia Maynard (Aunti Patti )
 Missing you today & everyday. I try to think happy thoughts when I think of you. I think about the last time we spent time together (just u & me) when we went to the Swap Shop, I bought you the red necklace & slave bracelet, a t-shirt, ice cream, etc. & then went to get you contacts in Deerfield. We took the bus home. I'm so grateful to have had u all to myself for that day. If I close my eyes & think about it, I can look to my right & see you sitting next to me on the bus, smiling. I miss you sooooooo much. I can't wait 2 C U again. All My LUV Your Favorite Aunti Close

i love u more than lyfe!! my sista 4eva!  / Kayla Walsh (my best friend! the best thin that eva hapened 2 me! )

Sam i love you so much things juss keep gettin harder an harder! i try to keep it all bottled up inside but sumtimes i feel like im goin crazi cuz i juss cant let it out! i cry all the time  but i cant juss let go an let all my emotions out cuz i would juss die if i did that.. so i have to do it a lil at a time.. but no one knows how i feel cuz i dont talk bout it..but sam i dont kno how im gonna make it the rest of my life without you i dont want to have kids if ur not ther to be there aunt, i dont want to live if i dont have you to talk to an to be my best friend.. i juss dont kno how to be me if i dont have you. all my life ive had u there for me an now im stuck.. i love you so much!  i neva thought i could feel this much pain day after day until u left.. i hope u will visit me sum day an i can see u clear and talk to you! i will have to wait on this miserable earth for you as more ppl around me are passin so quickly.. its so crazii how many ppl we are loosing this year sam.. u of all ppl kno.. it makes me scared but also happy that even me could be next i would be scared to go to leave jay an all my family but happy if that was me to get chosen to go up an see you! ok well i love u sam an am alwayz thinkin of ya! ur my otha half an alwayz will be i cant wait to be whole again wit u!
my best friend forever until the end of all times!
Sam n Kayla bff 224 i love you!

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Missing Mantha Pie  / Patricia Maynard (Aunti)
My Dear Sister Sharon & Family, 
 Not a day goes by without me missing my "Mantha Pie".  I just shouted up to the sky to her last night, while swimming in the pool. I miss her smile, her laughter and even her pouting. She was a cute little girl, who grew into a beatiful, young lady. There are only 2 things that keep me going. 1) having had the pleasure of her for 16 years, 2) knowing that I will see her again. My heart goes out to you. Close

Your daughter was beautiful  / Adria Riley (Stranger)
I stumbled upon your website - after curiously reading comments made on another website having to do with facial masks. Samantha had commented on it. My heart dropped to see the beautiful photograph of your daughter and realize she was gone.  I have a 21 year old daughter and it touched .  Samantha was a beauty, now likely in a beautiful place.  I'm sorry for your loss and hope you can help others with the information you provided on her website.  
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I am sorry for your loss, and god's gain  / Alicia Hatzianoglou (stranger)

I am so sorry for your loss, and I can not say much to make it hurt less. But your family is in my heart and soul, and prayers. She sounds like a "WONDERFUL PERSON" and I hope the best for you and your family, the friends of hers and anyone who had the chance to know her. I can't explain why God works in his mysterious ways, but they say he takes the best angels in the worst ways. Good luck and I wish all is well... R.I.P. samantha.

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Never met Samantha  / Peggy Wear (Stranger)

Death is nothing at all. It does not count. I have only slipped away into the next room. Nothing has happened. Everything remains exactly as it was. I am I, and you are you, and the old life that we lived so fondly together is untouched, unchanged. Whatever we were to each other, that we are still. Call me by the old familiar name. Speak of me in the easy way which you always used. Put no difference into your tone. Wear no forced air of solemnity or sorrow. Laugh as we always laughed at the little jokes that we enjoyed together. Play, smile, think of me, pray for me. Let my name be ever the household word that it always was. Let it be spoken without an effort, without the ghost of a shadow upon it. Life means all that it ever meant. It is the same as it ever was. There is absolute and unbroken continuity. What is this death but a negligible accident? Why should I be out of mind because I am out of sight? I am but waiting for you, for an interval, somewhere very near, just round the corner. All is well.

Henry Scott Holland

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When You Realize....  / Haley Mcdonnell (Friend)
On the night she passed I was with Katie one of her close friends, we were all gettin ready to go out and have a fun new years eve when nick called with the bad news. Nick was in shock I think because he wasnt making sense on the phone. When they were saying sammy was in a accident I couldnt think of which samantha they were talking about then katie said it was sammy kailys sister, right then I remembered and I just sat there and watched the news. I didnt know what to feel because I wasnt very close with her like many many others here in Pawtucket. I feel that has been an ongoing issue, people gettin mad because people who didnt nessicarily know her cared, but I knew her, we all knew her one way or another, sammy was a popular girl with many friends, she had friends she didnt even know about. But that isnt what I realized. I realized that night when the news came in she had passed that a life is worth more than anything in this world, none of us had ever really felt that way until that night, some of us had just gone through a tragic loss when jared passed away but for my best friend katie this was the first friend she had lost and in such a tragic way. I realized that we all arent as strong as we like to think we are and that we dont appriciate each other as much as we should. Katie is my best friend in the entire world, I would do anything for her, but lately we havent talked alot or hung out, so things like sammys untimely death make me realize, what would I do if something were to happen to one of my friends? What would the last thing I said to them be, would it be a good memory? I went to the wake and the funeral and saw basically everyone in pawtucket I know almost, it was so weird to see all of us who had either grown up together or had gone to school our whole lives together standing there lookin blank, tears on all faces, and some faces still like glass, like everyone was just hoping they didnt shatter right there. I walked through the crowds and saw people laughing and some not saying a word, it was a crowd of many mixed emotions, and I, I stood there paralyzed. The night was hard and it seemed like we were never going to leave, I dont think anyone wanted to, we were all feeling a lil sense of relief I think being close to sammy like that. I had a conversation with sammys grandmother that night also which made me realize one more thing, family is always going to be your family, and they may not know everything about you like your best friend dose but they love you just the same. Sammys grandmother and I talked for a lil while until I had spilled the beans. I told her a story about me and sammy smoking a cigerette in the bathroom once, her face dropped as I said cigerette. haha. This whole thing I believe has changed peoples lives, I know its changed mine. I do not drive at all reckless anymore and I always wear my seatbelt if I remember. I believe it should not take loosing one of the most beautiful people in this city for us to all realize what needs to be done. We need to stick together, stop the violence, the very same violence that killed gee ( R.I.P ), we need to stop the nonsence and just realize that life is very much worth living and we should of all learned that from sammy, she was the star in a sky full of laughs and happiness, i never met someone so happy to have fresh air to breathe. So I would like to send all my love to her family, all her close friends, and all the people we have lost along the way. Praying for peace and love always, Haley McDonnell. 

Rest In Great Peace Sammy
You were an angel and you always will be
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Sam i miss you......  / Katie Davis (Close Friend )
hey babe i just wanted to come by and tell u how much i miss you. with everyday that goes by i start  to realize more and more that your really gona and i hate it. i had a dream about you the other night for the first time and i didnt like the dream. i was mad at you for some reason and you kept trying to come to me and then u disapperred. i woke up and i just couldnt figure out why i had a dream like that. but then i talked to andres and he said that dreams always mean something. i know that the dream didnt mean that i was mad at you. i think it meant that i'm mad at myself beacause i am. i'm mad because i didnt hang out with you as much as i wanted to and because i didnt go and see you at the hospital. even if i couldnt have seen you i would have sat there all night so that you would really kno i care about you. i hate myself for not trying to hang out with you alot and i hate myself even more because i wasn't there for you. i kno me and you weren't best friends like you and kayla but i considered you one of my best friends. i will never kno how you really felt about me but it's ok because even if you didnt feel the same way about me i still love you and miss you and i will always consider you one of my best friends. you were always there for me and you still are. i am a better person because i knew you sam and that no lie.you brought so much happiness to my life and the lives of others that we are all better people just for knowing you. well i hope you kno how much i miss you and that i always will. come visist me again but make it a good dream like the time we made smores and made a mess everywhere lol ok i love you am and i will always miss you. r.i.p babe  Close