R.I.P....i miss yu sam  / Amanda Losasso (old friend )
i knew sam since  we were in 4th grade...i had juss moved to pawtucket and she was one of my first good friends...as the years went on we never lost touch as i moved from place to place..she was alwayz there to talk to and was alwayz the sweetest person....there will neva b n-e 1 that could be as beautiful, sweet,generous or juss as good of a person sam was. she was 1 of the best of friends.. i kno she is in a better place and god is lucky to be with such a great person rite now...i'll see yu soon...miss n luv yu...R.I.P Close

Happy 4th of July BabyGirl  / Sharon Samantha's (Mom)

Another holiday we must get through without you.
You are in our hearts and thoughts today and always.
We love and miss you so much.
Love Always and Forever

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I am truely sorry for your loss!!!  / Jessica G. (Only had the priviledge of meeting her once but I know the onwers of the truck. )
I am amazed at just how beautiful this whole memorial site came out. Just by going onto this site I could feel how much love everyone has for this beautiful girl and just how great she was! I am so truely sorry for all you have been through. The loss is so incredible and I know just how bad Wendi feels for this whole ordeal! She will never be forgotten! She was so beautiful and blessed by everyone she knew! I just lost my mother September 9, 2005........so I understand the pain you all are going through! My mother had just became a grandmother and now she's gone........but i know My mom as well as Sammy and many others are up there in that beautiful sky in heaven watching over us all........and I think that is what gets us through somedays! I only met her once at Wendi's house and she was sooo sweet. The first thing she did was start talking to my daughter(who was only 8 months old) and I could tell just how sweet she was.....my lil girl had a smile from ear to ear from just hearing her voice. I was blessed to have just met her if only it was one time! I am so sorry for your loss ...........please keep your heads up and remember she will definitely never be forgotten! Close

i only met her once  / Elysia Feley (friend of a friend (vanna) )
hi my name is elysia I met samy only once it was at savanna bougaults sweet  16 ...it was the first time i  saw vanna in a really long time and she had her friends and i was basically  a loner... your daughter  came right up to me and  intrioduced herself and i think  i danced with her the rest of the night and when  we all slept over vannas house I got  to know  her so much better ... your daughter had a way  ofl ighting up a room whenever she walked in and thats the truth  but i am very sorry for your loss and we iss her each and everyday as well  ... in some little way she will always  be a part of my world too Close

So Sorry  / Ann (unknown)
I'm just another mother who stumbled upon your website. I am the mother of a 20 and 22 year old,  and my heart sank when I read Sammy's story.  It's the one phone call we all fear. Your daughter is beautiful.  Looks like she had a little of the devil in her, like my daughter.  And that's okay...it's what makes them strong women.  I can only imagine your pain. And I wonder how moms like you get thru it.  I admire your strength, and i pray for you...and Sammy. Close

So sorry about your loss  / Lynn Vazquez (did not know her )
Hi Sammy, My name is Lynn and I live in San Diego Ca. I came across your web site while loggig on to Brittany"s website ,she passed away 4/24/05 I am her father's girlfriernd we havee been together for a very long time & I am sure like your parent's he is not the same person .You and Brittany are probley the best cheerleaders in Heaven and the two most beautiful Angels God has taken home with him. We that are left behind may not ever understand "WHY" this has happened to you ????? Still so young and full of life but we all will see you again and that is what gets us to get through all the difficult days ahead all the holiday's birthday's and the daily reminder's of the years you were with us I can see reading all the letter's you are so deeply missed and I am sure your parent's will forever carry your presence in they're hearts .I feel Brittany's Dad pain nothing is the same for me either I too have children my daughter will be 18 in 2 weeks and my son just turned 16 my girl still doesn't have even a drivers permit I am so afraid to let them drive I never want to get that call.Life is so short and I have learned alot from Brittany's death I now tell my children every time they walk out that door that I love them.I'm sure YOU and BRITT are best buddies give her my love and you both keep a hedge of protection over your parentt's your brother's and sister's and your lil nephew We all love and miss you Girly Girls.I will pray for your parent's.C-Ya someday Lynn Close

Samantha......... / Angie Satterthwaite (Friend of Mom's )

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I Love You More Than Lyfe!!!!  / Kayla Walsh (BEST friend(my otha half) )
Sam its so weird wit u not bein here to talk to... i need you right now! its so hard to think about everything thats happened... i mean i think about you all day long but onli sumtimes do i think about the reality of u bein gone an thats when i loose it.. sam u were everything to me an u knew that.. well i hope u do sumtimes i juss wanna give up.. but i kno if i did that i would loose my chance of ever bein wit u again an i cant do that.. ive waited to llong to move bakk an be wit you an now that i finally did it seems like i was too late... now i have to wait even longer to be wit u.. my whole lyfe! i will do it for u cuz i would do anything for u but i wish everythig was juss bakk to normal an i had my best friend bakk! i kno i still have a best friend but on earth i dont an thats whats killin me... i need you! ive alwayz needed you, u juss neva knew it but now i need you more than ever... i miss you wit all my heart!!!!
iight well i love you sam an i cant wait to dream bout you!!!
**Sam N Kayla 2getha 4eva**
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I had a dream of you again  / Sharon Sammys (Mom)
In my dream it turned out it was all a mistake, you were not really gone.
I was so happy I just held you and cried for a long time.
I guess you were not feeling well so we took you to the Doctors.
After examining you the Doctor took me aside and explained to me that something was wrong with you (I don't recall exactly but I know it had to do with your ears). He said that you were not going to live very long. I refused to believe him and begged you to let me take you to another Doctor for a second opinion but you didn't want to go, you seemed okay with the fact that you were going to die. No matter how much I pleaded with you, you just smiled, not scared at all.
I cried to Dana, Why would God do this? Why would he take her away? He gave her back to me! He gave her back!
And Dana just as calm as you were said to me, "He never took her"
I woke myself up crying talking in my sleep, He gave her back, he gave her back.

I miss you so much Sammy. I wish with all that I am that He could give you back.
Love always and forever,
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A Rose for a beautiful angel ^i^  / Donna Medeiros (visitor-daughter of ruth hobbs )

Hi Samantha:  You must be so proud of your mom! She is working so hard in your memory, unfortunately we need more people like your mom here on Earth.  I know you are surrounded by beautiful angels who are always helping each other up there.  Here is a beautiful rose for you Samantha :).

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Sammy, missin' you like CRAZY!!  / Crystal T. (Close Friend )
 ... Sammy, i wish i could talk to you in person... i want to have a last hug..  last kiss on the cheek... i would've done any thing to have been able to save you that night... i miss you like crazy an' even comin' here to write you this i still can't believe ya really gone... we WILL meet again my friend... an' that we all kno'... watch over us an' protect us... I LOVE YOU, MAMA!! *~MuaH~* Close

Sam i miss you  / Katie Davis (Close Friend )
 Sam i can't believe its been 5 months. I miss you like crazy. i was sittin in my house on memorial day thinkin about u and how much fun we had when we hung out last memorial day and my little sister was makin smores and i was thinkin back to when me and u made them for the first time and how we made such a mess. we had some good times sam and i will never forget them. i still think about all the stuff we used to do and i just laugh cuz i remember how goofy we used to be. i really really wish u were still here. i would give anything to see you again even if it was just for a second. i always ask myself  why you, why did this have to happen to you but then i realize that god wanted you up there with him as one of his angels and who could blame him. you were so beautiful,funny, caring, intelligent, sweet, loving, and so many other things that would take so long to type.i just miss you so much sam and i wish that i got to see you before u passed but instead of dwelling on that i just wait for the day when i can see you again. sam i love and miss you so much babe and i always will. you will always be in my heart. love you babe r.i.p Close

5 Months ago  / Sharon Sammys (Mom)
5 Months ago at this very moment we had to say goodbye to you.
It was the most difficult moment of my life.
Ever since then I have been living my life in ways that would make you proud and honor your memory.
I am fighting for changes to be made on the roads to make people more aware and cautious. If I save even one life then at least I wont feel like you were taken from me for nothing.
I hope you see all that I am doing and you know that through my actions you will forever be remembered.
You are loved and missed more then you can ever imagine.

Always,
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Memorial Day  / Sharon Sammy's (Mom)
Another family gathering without you. You are so missed Sammy. It gets harder as each holiday that passes and you are not there. We always spent holidays together. I hope you are happy and know how much you are loved and missed. Watch over your Brothers, Sister and Nephew and keep them safe always.
I love you Baby.
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An angel princess for you Sharon  / Heidi Friend Memory-of Ruth Hobbs

Hi Sharon, I'm very excited to have met you and that I was able to guide you in the right direction in who to speak with about the roadside markers-hope ti works out, i'm sure it will because you have a lot of passion and will to making sure that yoru little girl is remembered. When I first visited your daughter's site I thought oh my god this poor mother-I connected with you not onyl as a mom but also someone who works in Rhdoe Island it seemed so close to home, then when we started emailing abotu getting a bill passed it rely reminded me of what my mom always did and taught us to be strong and help people-I have been helping peopel for 13 years int he work I do and it's a pleasure when I can be of help. When I found this pciture I thought of your daughter because she is a beautiful angel now watching over you each and everyday. Stay strong and take one day at a time, sending you prayers and comfort that each day you take towards your grieving-which from experience of lossing my mom changes from day to day-I'm sure you have similar feelings as well. Take care and so glad we have met just wish it was under different circumstances.





www.ruth-hobbs.memory-of.com

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i miss u n love u so much  / Samantha (Friend)

Sammy i miss u so much. I still cant believe your really gone it seems like just the other day we were in the second floor bathroom at tolman n u were showing me the pictures of u n nick from prom u were so happ because u had so much fun(but then again no matter how boring something was you always turned it in to something fun).I dropped out of school i know if u were hea u would of kicked my ass for it but it was just getting to hard to be there.I have lost so many people close to me that i loved n still love n it was just getting to hard (im sure u know who those people r).If one more person passes this year that i know n i am close to im gonna go insane.It was hard enough losing u the first day of the new year n this year just keeps getting worst n worst day after day month after month.It all started the 3rd of january when i found out u were gone n from there its been down hill.I wish u were to make us all smile again.I havent seen a smile as bright as urs since u passed u had the most brightest and pretties smiles ever.N hearing u laugh made everyone smile.I have a photo album of you that i cant bear to look at because i know i wont see u again untill im in heaven.Well gurl i miss u n i love u keep looking down on us from heaven we have to keep r heads up hea on earth cuz we know thats what u would want us to do.send ur moms big hugs n kisses from up there she really misses u but shes tring to keep her head up cuz she knows u would want her to for aiden n everyone else.I will come n see u one day this week n bring u a present ok i love u n miss u so muchn hugs sent from earth to are angelin heaven

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My First Mothers Day Without you here  / Sharon Sammys (Mom)
Sammy,
It's my first Mothers Day without you. I feel incomplete, not worthy of celebrating this holiday.
I would so much like just to sleep through the day so I wouldn't have to be reminded that you are not here with me. We all always celebrated the holidays together even if it was only for a couple hours.
I rememebr how on Mothers day you all would try to be so good for me to give me a nice quiet day, but with 4 of you in the house it was a matter of time before an arguement broke out. Believe it or not, If I could have 1 wish for Mothers day it would be to hear the 4 of you arguing again.
As much as I don't want to celebrate this holiday, I have to remember...yes, it is my first without you, But it is also your Sisters First Mothers day being a new Mama. So for her we will get together, have dinner and light a candle in your absence. I know you would want me to do this for her.
I Love you and Miss you so much Sammy.

Always,
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Happy Mothers Day Sharon  / Donna Medeiros (visitor-daughter of ruth hobbs )

hi sharon, I know this is a most difficult time for you, I just wanted to say Happy Mothers Day as there is no stronger bond than a Mother and her Child.  

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Happy Mothers Day Sharon  / Angie Satterthwaite (Friend)

Dear Mr. Hallmark,  
I am writing to you from heaven, and though it must appear,
A rather strange idea, I see everything from here.
I just popped in to visit, your stores to find a card
A card of love for my mother, as this day for her is hard.
There must be some mistake I thought, every card you could imagine.
Except I could not find a card from a child who lives in heaven.
She is still a mother too, no matter where I reside
I had to leave, she understands, but oh the tears she’s cried.
I thought that if I wrote you, that you would come to know.
That though I live in heaven now, I still love my mother so.
She talks with me, and dreams with me; we still share laughter too,
Memories are our way of speaking now, would you see what you could do?
My mother carries me in her heart, her tears she hides from sight.
She writes poems to honor me, sometimes far into the night,
She plants flowers in my garden, there my living memory dwells
She writes to other grieving parents, trying to ease their pain as well.
So you see Mr. Hallmark, though I no longer live on earth
I must find a way, to remind her of her wondrous worth
She needs to be honored, and remembered too
Just as the children of earth will do.
Thank you Mr. Hallmark, I know you’ll do your best
I have done all I can do; to you I’ll leave the rest.
Find a way to tell her, how much she means to me
Until I can do it for myself, when she joins me in eternity. 

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YOu will always be missed  / Macala Marks (A good friend (like my older SIS) )

I dont know wat to say anymore to keep thinkin she is gone it cant be true everyday i walk around thinkin to see her but  i neva do ...... i miss you sooooo  much :  
 

WE MISSSSSSSSS YOU  

The emptiness of midnight The solitude of dawn Looks upon the window of memories No new one comes to bare To open... brings only stale air I wake to hear the echo of a pin drop Our pool without your waves The conversations we will not have Your laugh I cannot create No sound of your voice to calm my fears Can?t feel the warmth of your love Where is my smile of the angels My sunrise that poured from your heart? You are in the place the Angels call home With a table that fits two Now the table is set for one The sound of my tears filling the glass Instead of you 

GONE TOO SOON 
You took chances
Once too many times.
As a child you thought -
"Oh no, never me."
Life is a gift,
Given and taken at some
Unknown time.
Your time came too soon -
Your life was over in a flash.
The fun you shared,
The joy you brought,
All just a memory -
Behind us.  

Samantha Marie Beaudette 
always in our hearts neva forgotton .................I love you love always .....<macala marks>
R.I.P

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