PRECIOUS ANGEL  / DONNA ADKINS (ANGELMOM)
Dear Sharon, this is such a beautiful tribute to your precious angel Sammy!! I`m so sorry you have lost her! I know she is very proud of her momma!!!! Sendings hugs and prayers your way,, luv  DONNA angel Pauls mom Close

For Sharon...  / Katie Davis (Close friend )
i came accross this letter that i believe is exactly what sam would say to you. i am so sorry this had to happen but i just hope that in this letter you will find a little comfort.


DEAREST MAMA,
                     I SEE HOW MUCH YOU MISS ME AND WISH I
  WEREN'T GONE.
                    I TOOK A PART OF YOU WITH ME THE DAY GOD
  CALLED ME HOME.
                   PLEASE TRY TO UNDERSTAND DEAR MAMA,THAT
  WE'RE NOT THAT FAR APART,FOR I'LL BE FOREVER NEAR BECAUSE
  I HAVE YOUR HEART.I KNOW THERE'S TIMES YOU FEEL THERE'S NO
   REASON TO GO ON, YOU WISH YOU COULD BE WITH ME,AND YOU
  HAVE BEEN ALL ALONG.JUST BECAUSE I WENT HOME AND I'M IN THE
   MASTER'S HANDS DOESN'T MEAN I'M NOT STILL WITH YOU...BESIDE
   YOU'S WHERE I STAND.PLESE TRY TO UNDERSTAND DEAR MAMA,
  THAT I'LL ALWAYS LOVE YOU SO,
  I CAN'T STAND TO SEE YOU HURTING SO THERE'S SOMETHING
   YOU SHOULD KNOW.
  EACH TIME YOU FEEL THE SUNSHINE UPON YOUR LOVELY FACE,
  IT'S ME SMILING DOWN  UPON YOU AND TOUCHING YOU WITH GOD'S
   SWEET EMBRACE.EACH NIGHT YOU'RE SAD AND LONELY AND THE
   TEARS YOU CAN'T CONTROL. I'M RIGHT THERE BESIDE YOU AND I
   NEVER WILL LET GO.GOD TOLD ME TO TELL YOU THAT HE KNOWS
   YOUR PAIN INSIDE. FOR HE LOST HIS SON TOO,UPON THAT CROSS HE DIED.
  HE WASN'T TRYING TO HURT YOU BY CALLING ME HOME SO SOON,
  THERE'S JUST PLANS THAT HE HAD FOR ME THAT NO ONE ELSE COULD DO.
  I WANT TO THANK YOU DEAREST MAMA,FOR ALL YOU GAVE TO ME,
  BUT MOST OF ALL, I THANK GOD BECAUSE YOU'RE THE BEST MOTHER
  ONE COULD BE.
  SO, EACH TIME YOU THINK OF ME AND TEARS FILL YOUR EYES,WHEN
   YOU FEEL LIKE GIVING UP, JUST LOOK UP TO THE SKIES.LIFE ON EARTH
   IS HARD, I KNOW,BUT YOU MUST BE SO STRONG.FOR I'LL BE FOREVER
   WITH YOU UNTIL GOD CALLS YOU HOME.
  I LOVED YOU FROM THE START AND I LOVE YOU STILL,PLEASE DON'T
  GIVE UP,MAMA,FOR IT'S JUST NOT IN GOD'S WILL. I NEVER WILL FORSAKE YOU
   ,I'LL BE THERE EVERYDAY,I'LL HOLD YOU IN MY ANGEL WINGS AND
  GUIDE YOU ON YOUR WAY.
  ALTHOUGH, I'M GONNA GO NOW, REMEMBER IT'S NOT FOR LONG.
  FOR I'LL STAND BESIDE YOU THROUGH IT ALL AND I'M NEVER
   RELLY GONE.
  I LOVE YOU MORE THAN WORDS CAN SAY AND I HATE TO KNOW
  YOU FEEL SO LOST.JUST REMEMBER WE WILL MEET AGAIN CAUSE
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I'm very sorry  / Laurie Meiresonne
Thank you for sharing your beautiful angel Samantha with me.  I am so very sorry for the tragic way you had to lose her.  May you find comfort in knowing she is watching you from heaven until the day you are with her againl.  Sending love,
Your Angel Mom friend,
Laurie
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I am sorry  / Loni Wendt (Angel Mom )
I am so sorry for your loss of Samantha, she is such a beautiful angel. I also lost my 16 year old daughter, Melissa, in a car accident. It was just 4 years ago. I understand your pain. Know that Samantha is always with you, watching over you and sending you her love. God bless you. Close

My Angel Sammy Jo  / Joyce Sullivan (griefing mom )
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miss you sammy baby ..  / Talynn (friend)
its been like 4 months alreday and it seems like just yesterday we was chillin  at my house .. this is so crazy it dosent even feel real to me .. its like your  on vacation or some thing . i almost called you like a million times like where is this girl why hasent she called me .. kid i miss you so much its rediculous i miss our late night talks and sleep overs lol .. mad waffels and sasuges haha .. walkin to dunkin doughnuts at like 2 in the morinin .. get stalked in cf mad good times with you i could go on and on and on lol .. this whole thing is just unreal .. theres been so much stuff goin on and i know youd laugh at me but thats ok .. its been so long since i worte some thing to you and im sorry .. you  know i love you but its just too hard some times .. i cant look at your pages with out tearing up like a big baby lol  .. we all love you and miss you baby girl .. you will always be missed and neva forgotton .. in our hearts and thoughts you will always stay .. it gets harder and harder each day .. i cant wait for the day we see each outha again .. your so great i love you .. you were always there for me when i needed you most and i know your lookin down on me on all of us lookin out for us .. well i gotta go befor my teacher starts yellin at me lol suposed to be doin my math .. talk to you when i get home .. love ya !
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In Honor Of Samantha!!!!  / Killians Mommy
You are so beautiful, I just had to post this is honor of you, how stunning !!!!

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4 Months  / Sharon Samantha's (Mom)

It's been 4 months since you were taken from me...
Most times it doesn't seem real and I refuse to believe it...
Other times it is more real then you can imagine..
I got a couple hours sleep lastnight but woke myself up crying, I had a dream of you.
It was an odd dream...
I was sitting in the truck waiting for you. A police man walked up to the passenger window and asked what I was doing and told me I couldn't park there.
I explained to him that I was waiting for you. He hopped into the truck and said "let's see what you are up to, show me  where your daughter is"
I drove around for a bit unable to find  you. Then I pulled up to a house and we went around to the back and there you were standing there (I don't recall the pants you were wearing but you were wearing the green t-shirt from your myspace pictures..)
I just hugged you and cried for a few  minutes, then you sat down on the stairs and I sat on a step below you and just laid my head on your lap and you stroked my hair. I wanted to look up at you because I was afraid you were going to disappear but you just kept stroking my hair not allowing me to look up....before long you disappeared. You never said a wordthrough the whole dream. You were just there.
I miss you so much. My heart is so broken and I just don't know how long I can keep going on without you. I was supposed to go before you. This is just not natural.
I hope you know how much I love you Baby. If I could trade my life to have you back I would gladly take your place.
I love and miss you always BabyGirl

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Sam i miss you so much  / Katie Davis (Close friend )
sam in a few hours it will be 4 months since god took you away. it is finally starting to hit me that your really gone. i was looking at pictures of you and i just started crying and i havent cried since your funeral , i have been thinking about you everyday but i havent cried. i guess it's because in a way it doesnt feel real but it is finally starting to. i miss you so much sam. i dont even know what to do anymore you were one of my best friends i mean you were the only one of my friends that knew everything about me and always helped me with my problems. nothing is the same without you. i regret not going to the hospital to see you and i regret not hanging out with you more before this all happened. I just wish i got to see you one last time. i dont understand why god took you so soon. i know why he wanted you but i dont know why it had to be now and i will probably never know. sam i know you cant read this but i just want you to kow that no matter what i will always remember you even when im 80 years old if i make it that long lol. you will forever be in my heart and you will always be on my mind. keep looking over all of us especially your family i cant even imagine how they are feeling. we all miss and love you sam and i hope that you know that. love you babe r.i.p samantha Close

Sending prayers your moms way Samantha!!!!  / Killians Mommy
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It's been a rough week BabyGirl  / Sharon Sammy's (Mom)
This week has been really rough for me. Well, not just me...the whole family I guess. I even had a hard time just coming to visit the site.
Just when we think things can't get any worse, they always do and it's been like that non-stop since the night of your accident.
This week I've done nothing but cry....driving down the street I cry, in the market I cry, at night before I fall asleep I cry, watching a show I know you'd have loved..I cry....even cooking dinner I cry.
Every day is harder then the one before it.
I had to come here this morning though. I haven't forgotten  you and never will, it's just sometimes it's really hard to come here and face the reality.

I love you Always BabyGirl

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A Compassionate Friend  / Rhonda Alspaugh, Josh Wenger's Mom


Although tears will suround our surving years, we will forever cherish every hug, every kiss, every  "I Love you!" ... You are not alone. Close

beautiful -very missed angel  / Kathy Laframboise Aunt Of Morgan Piatt (another caring angel family )
^S^ samantha you will never be for gotten- precious angel--dance with morgan i know youtow are friends by now---send mom all those apecial angel hugs and kissesyou left foot prints in the hearts of manyxoxoxo loved and missed Close

To Everyone Concerned About Kayla  / Sharon Sammys (Mom)
I have gotten several emails from people concerned about Kayla.
Let me assure you all that she is fine. She lives with us so I am always aware of how she is doing.
Of course she is hurting from the loss of her best friend of many years. I prefer she write her feelings here and in a journal rather then keep it all bottled up inside.
Thank you all for your concern. I just wanted to put your minds at ease that she is fine and has a wonderful chain of support here with us.

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to samanthas best friend kayla  / Amanda Marks (friend)
kayla i juss wanted to let you know that if you need to talk i am here for you cause i know i couldnt even  picture the pain you are goin through but if you need to talk i am hea Close

I got your Tattoo today Babygirl  / Sharon Sammys (Mom)
You know the Tattoo you begged me to let you have. The binky and you wanted to put Mommy in the ribbon.
I searched for 3 months for this tattoo with no luck. Today I brought Jay in to get his tattoo of your name and BAM there it was on the wall, the exact same tattoo you saw in Florida and begged me for.
Since I thought you were to young and didn't allow you to have it I was feeling bad about that now. Once I saw it I knew it was meant for me to have in Memory of  you.
I had it done in pink and put your name in the ribbon. I think you'd be pleased.
When I went out to the truck with Jay, I started the truck and turned on the radio and a song I hadn't heard in over a month came on the radio....
Stick with u..... one of your favorite songs. I took it as a sign that you were happy with what we had done.
We love you so much Sammy. We do all that we can to keep your memory alive and help people who didn't know you, get to know you through us.
I love you always and forever Babygirl.
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Ur the Best thing that Ever Happened to me....  / Kayla Walsh (best friend (other half) )
Sam itz so hard for me to come to your site without cryin... its so weird that u have a memorial site... well its good but its crazy to think ur actually gone... It sux that ur not here an im left alone... i dont kno why things had to be this way... everyone keeps sayin everything happens for a reason but i dont think this was supposed to happen... if it was than thats pretty F*cked up!!! i think anywayz....i alwayz thought we'd die together or atleast me first... an u the day after...lol.. im so sorry i was in florida when u were in the hospital and that will haunt me the rest of my life that i didn't get to see you.. im so sorry i wasn't there for you... i would of jumped in the way of the flames for u.... i'd do anything for you.. I Love You Sam an you are the best thing that ever happened to me.....when it happened i juss couldn't believe it was u ...SAM...My reason for living.. ..remember it was juss sam an kayla all the time you'd never find one witout the other like Q and U  (remember kam an sayla...lol) yea that was the good old dayz... I miss you so much... i thought things would get better as time went by... but everything seems to be getting worse and worse...its been a hard 3 1/2 months... an i can only imagine the pain thats commin for the rest of the time im without you...
 You Mean So Much To Me Sam Words Cant Even Explain....
 I Love You Wit All My Heart...

             2 my sista,  2 my best friend,  2 my gurl until the end...

                                                    *Sam*
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                                                    *Kayla*
                                                                                    Love Alwayz N Foreva,
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Your beautiful Samantha Marie  / NANCY MCCARTY (fellow angel mom )

HHow can we  say anything in the face of such loss that will do any good.  But I know the prayers and words of  yours and others mean so much to me.  It helps to make the horrible thing that has happened to our family--------it will  recede somewhat to a lull so I can sleep.  I am humbled by every word and  your sweet Easter picture.  All condolences help me.I pray they  and the Words of the Lord will bring you tne ability to bear this and live!
  We will  tell of our precious children and call their names long and often!

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in sammys memory  / Amanda Marks (friend)
To Those I Love and Those Who Love Me       
     


    

When I am gone, release me, let me go,
I have so many things to see and do,
You mustn't tie yourself to me with tears.
Be happy that we had so many years.

I gave you my love,  You can only guess,
How much you gave to me in happiness.
I thank you for the love you each have shown,
But now it is time I travel alone.

So greive a while for if grieve you must,
then let your grief be, comforted by trust.
It's only for awhile that we must part, 
so bless the memories within your heart.

I won't be far away, for life goes on.
So if you need me, call and I will come.

Though you can't see or touch me, I'll be near.
And if you listen with your heart, you'll hear,
All of my love around you, soft and clear.

And then, when you must come this way alone,
I'll greet you with a smile, and say,.......

"Welcome Home"
we love and miss you each and everday that goes by

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i miss you  / Amanda Marks (friend)
sammy, 
         there is not a day that goes by when you are not on my mind ever day i wake up and think that i am going to see you chillin on woodbine then it juss hurts to know that i wont.Sammy i cant belive that you are gone i wont let myself excepet that fact it juss hurts too much sammy i love and miss you more and more each day that goes by. Close